EMMMOOOOOO~!
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
10:17 PM
let me first make this clear to huanqing. she DID NOT make me emo.rather the fact that there's an 80% chance that i'm going to USA next May
*hold up. MY MUM SAID "WHAT THE HELL?" WHEN SHE'S BEEN TELLING US NOT TO!! HAHAHA*
*back to being Emo!Weiting
which i don't really know whether i'm happy or sad about. it's as though going back there will fufil alot of my cravings and wants, but at the same time leaving singapore seems to bring my world down. there are so many things for me to stay back here for, but then again, my future will be better in USA.
it's a whole four years if i decide to go (if we're going) and it's almost as though you're ripping off a part of me for four years.
four years will be good enough to weaken ALREADY WEAK friendship bonds and.. well i don't know if i'll be able to live w/o friends. (i typed frieds. HOMG.) and besides, the incentives for me to go over are not very big.
eg.
-no VHers live in TEXAS. they may be in USA, but NOT TEXAS.
-the biggest incentive (aka Fabian) is no longer there. so a big NONO.
-i probably WON'T see any of my ex-classmates cause i'll be two years ahead of them.
-i won't attend college with BEATRICE!!
see~ absolutely NO incentives.... psychologically and emotionally that is..
GAH. EMOEMOEMOEMOEMO... KYAW WHERE ARE YOU!! TALK TO ME~ ^^
K-LOVE
notsoSUNNILY and one of these days when i go berserk,
you better hope that i don't have a knife with me.